Bleuh Girl

…one thing that really hit me this week was how fast you can recover from feeling a let down, by dreaming… dreaming beyond your let down into a new dream of excitement. sometimes when you’re in a place of a let down, it could be sparked because you want something more… you long to grow... you just haven’t realized it yet. realizing that you can always look forward and create more is a true gift of hope and i found instantaneously can fill you with wonder. …no matter how small your let downs may be… i hope you see your horizons changing into the most beautiful colors. may you always… may you never forget… to dream. …dreaming of your beautiful souls and sending you lots of love!! ♡

...last weekend i took my truck out for the fist time and cannot convey how touched i am by the kindness strangers have shown me. within minutes these strangers became friends... giving me memories i will treasure always. thinking on it now, it is truly amazing how their care transformed my own experience and made it less fearful putting myself out there. being new to all of this, their welcoming arms instilled a calm and excitement in my adventure ...it was truly heart blossoming to have witnessed this. ...i hope beautiful friends find you and give you the encouragement and care that you need, for you are magnificent in every way. i’m sending you my deepest care and love!! may you never be afraid to do what you love!! ♡

…i wanted to document this adventure to save all these precious memories in time. ...my mama always says that these experiences are so special and to treasure each one and every moment. thank you so much for letting me share this time with you…. it’s one i cherish so deeply! i hope your memories are made of wonder as you dream each day...may they fill you with magic at every adventure!! sending you lots and lots of love!! ♡

….ever since discovering the digital realm, i’ve found there to be infinite depths with which to uncover and create music… a diamond mine that holds precious treasures. it has truly opened up my mind in approaching sound and playing instruments from a tech-like way… i remember once i started learning about it, i felt like i had found the musical parts of myself that i longed for... without really knowing what i was missing. i hope all the magnificent gems find you and sparkle with the wildest wonders you dream of!! sending lot of love and glitter!!! ♡

...lately i’ve been hiding in my studio brewing up some more music. i get really inspired when i hear a sound or melody i’ve never heard. sometimes i’ve listened to the same song before but never picked up on other elements within it and it feels like discovering a new treasure. i immediately want to understand and decode how the sound was created or what notes make up the melody…. why it sounds so magnificent. a lot of times that’s what i draw on to create… i think it’s really a blast to be in search of something when it's mysterious. ...i hope magnificent inspirations find you and bring you lots of luminous wonders. have a mysteriously beautiful week!! ♡

…before i set up the truck for these last couple of videos… i remember having this reoccurring thought of how i couldn’t wait for the feeling at the end of the day, after i had tried and tested everything out. a lot of times i push things back because they somehow seem fearful and magnified so in my head… but i knew that once i made it through the day i would feel excited about it all. although i was focused a little more on the future, i think keeping the idea of that feeling alive for myself before it happened made it a little easier to go for it in the first place. and the most special part of it all… is you… thank you for taking some of your time and kind care to be along this adventure with me… it means more than i could ever say!! ♡ sending you the warmest bear hugs and wishing you a most magical day as you dare to do what you love!! ♡

…in this reverie, i’m super excited because i set up and tested my instruments and gear on my truck for the first time. …before i started this adventure i never really new of the digital music realm and now i cannot imagine living without it! i’ve loved all the tech and sounds that i've gotten to explore and be a part of… something i’ve learned is that there is a galaxy of inspiration out there to match your soul… you just got to jump in!! …i hope you guys jump in and explore all your hearts’ desires with abandon!! sending you lots of sunshine and have the most amazing and sunny day!!! ♡

...for this video, i started to create a stage in my truck… (and also you get to see me being a goof ☺️) …twinkle lights and "dare to do what you love” are special charms that i try to keep close to me whenever i can….they are some of my favorite types of sparkle and always seem to make everything that much better and more magical. ...i hope magic soars in you today and you see all the wondrous glitter shinning in your eyes. sending you all my love and charms ♡

...i’m really excited to share my next chapter “trucker girl” with you ♡ ...i thought i’d document these next adventures because my truck has come to mean so much to me. i’m so happy to get out there and share my music with you guys!! sending you my warmest trucker girl hugs and wishes and hopes that you are driving to your dreams too ♡ ♡

...may hope blossom eternally in you... such a beautiful gift that makes your dreams come true. you have it in you always and may it be forever true. ...sending bouquets of hope dreams and sunshine!! ♡

...one of the best gifts my mom has ever given me was the encouragement to write music. it was such a foreign and scary concept to me at the time…. but it has given me more in return than i could ever have imagined. having a creative outlet of my own has made every haunted battle and scar beautiful, healing my spirit along the way. it wasn’t until i was older that i had the courage to try and create… and my wish for you is that you have a blast creating whether for yourself or something for another if you find you might like to try. there is a beautiful story in you that we all need to hear. ...sending you waves of reverence and lots of love!! ♡

...for this second video, i thought i’d share a little more of my backstory and some of the aftershocks i experienced when i started chasing after my own horizon. i had to learn the tough way that even if nobody likes or gets the art you are creating, the only one that really matters is yourself and the joy that it brings in you. the applause is a wonderful feeling, but the applause that nobody hears... that only you can hear and feel inside is true gold. i hope that wherever the tides are taking you, you can feel and see that beauty in you. ...sending you lots of cheers and adoration!! ♡

...in these next four videos, i thought i’d share a little of my backstory with the hope that it can comfort you if you are chasing after your own horizon. Dream hunting and exploring is wondrous and scary at times... making it all the more thrilling and magnificent... but there is nothing more rewarding than being passionate with a happy heart. i hope only the most beautiful horizons are gleaming in your eyes…. and may you feel a strength in you... you never knew. ♡

...sometimes i think our hearts are like rubies… they are beautiful but they are also very tough… with the Valentine’s holiday, i thought about how we as dreamers are truly inspired by broken hearts….all the shapes of our hearts are special. i hope you feel like a gem and your heart inspires you with abandon. ♡

...wanted to share some thoughts inspired by how time can manifest illusions as both dreams and fears…where fears can haunt your perception of reality. i was really enlightened by how “chatting it out” …talking about something that scares you….with someone you trust can make them truly disappear. ...may your minds be free and filled with sunny thoughts and dreams!! sending you lots of hugs and hearts…have a beautiful day!!

...wanted to share a kindness given to me by a mentor of mine. i never thought of our gifts as superpowers. may that feeling, that power course through you always...for you are a hero. ...lots of love and gratitude to Jason Patera...who radiates an ever glowing kindness...a hero to all.

...wanted to share some of my mad love for the fury in your heart and within Mad Max's Furiosa Heroine... ❤️ ...may you feel your own fury and let it encompass your heart in its wonder... ❤️ ...wishing you the warmest welcome to my youtube reveries… it’s so special to have you here with me and I am so happy to be a little part of your world… it means so much. ...music and my rock star dreams are my heart ... ever since i was little. ... i hope to share a little of what i’ve learned and loved through these tales. ... to pay forward & pass on all the beautiful inspiration, magic, and gifts that have been given to me is my dearest wish. ...shouldering one another's burdens and passions -where burdens can be beautiful and passions can be dangerous- keep us all alive with inspiration and dazzle…. ...so may you always …dare to do what you love… ...all my sapphire skies…. bleuh

...wishing you the warmest welcome to my podcast/youtube reveries… it’s so special to have you here with me and I am so happy to be a little part of your world… it means so much. ...music and my rock star dreams are my heart ... ever since i was little. ... i hope to share a little of what i’ve learned and loved through these tales. ... to pay forward & pass on all the beautiful inspiration, magic, and gifts that have been given to me is my dearest wish. ...shouldering one another's burdens and passions -where burdens can be beautiful and passions can be dangerous- keep us all alive with inspiration and dazzle…. ...so may you always …dare to do what you love… ...all my sapphire skies…. bleuh

BLEUH MOON is so excited to share the first episode of her podcast Bleuh Girl with you, introducing herself... her thoughts... and her music. ...moons!!